Monday, September 28, 2009

Angel Baby 3 (Due 4th January 2010)


Conception Date: CD 19 - 13th April 2009
BFP: CD 28 (9 DPO) - 22nd April 2009

Left us on the 26th of April 2009 (4 weeks)
Natural Miscarriage (early loss)

This was the first month that I got to try out my new 'Clearblue Ovulation Monitor' that I had ordered online from the UK (not available in Australia). The monitor had cost me almost $200 but I considered the cost to be worthwhile if it meant getting a healthy baby.

The monitor analyses early morning urine, and then measures the estrogen and luteinizing hormone levels so that it can give you two peak fertile days to TTC. This was our 8th month of trying.

And amazingly the monitor worked great, and we got another BFP (2 months in a row). And although I was not feeling optimistic at all about this pregnancy, I was certainly experiencing all of the symptoms even though it was still very early.

But unfortunately, once again we had another early loss. If it had only happened once I would have still thought that we were just unlucky. But 3 losses was more then just bad luck... something had to be wrong !!
I didn't understand how life could be so unfair.. How could this be happening again? I don't smoke, I very rarely drink alcohol, I've stayed fit and healthy, and we had the resources and the love to give our baby everything... so why were we being denied again?

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